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  EDWIN HILL

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  Table of Contents

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  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  1997

  MAXINE

  TWENTY-FOUR YEARS LATER - WEDNESDAY, MARCH 31

  HESTER

  BARRET

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  BARRET

  HESTER

  ANGELA

  HESTER

  BARRET

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  HESTER

  THURSDAY, APRIL 1

  ANGELA

  MAXINE

  HESTER

  BARRET

  MAXINE

  HESTER

  BARRET

  ANGELA

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  BARRET

  ANGELA

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  FRIDAY, APRIL 2

  HESTER

  ANGELA

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  BARRET

  HESTER

  BARRET

  ANGELA

  MAXINE

  HESTER

  ANGELA

  BARRET

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  ANGELA

  BARRET

  HESTER

  MAXINE

  ANGELA

  BARRET

  HESTER

  ANGELA

  MAXINE

  HESTER

  SATURDAY, APRIL 3

  MAXINE

  ANGELA

  BARRET

  JUNE

  HESTER

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places, events, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  To the extent that the image or images on the cover of this book depict a person or persons, such person or persons are merely models, and are not intended to portray any character or characters featured in the book.

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  Copyright © 2021 by Edwin Hill

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  Library of Congress Card Catalogue Number: 2020943978

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  ISBN: 978-1-4967-2676-6

  First Kensington Hardcover Edition: January 2021

  ISBN-13: 978-1-4967-2678-0 (ebook)

  ISBN-10: 1-4967-2678-2 (ebook)

  To Michael

  1997

  MAXINE

  Eighty-seven stairs, straight up from the sidewalk to the front door of her brand-new condo, and Maxine Pawlikowski adored every single one of them. Her brother, Stan, had his own thoughts.

  “A walk-up?” he said. “In Roslindale?”

  “What’s wrong with Roslindale?” Maxine asked.

  “Nothing. If you like getting shot.”

  “Don’t ruin my day.”

  Stan was a cop, a detective with the Boston police, and Maxine suspected that no neighborhood in the city would have been good enough for his little sister. At thirty-two, he was five years older than Maxine and always—always—would be. He protected her. Or he thought he did. But what Stan didn’t know about Maxine’s life could have filled twenty of the U-Haul vans they’d driven here today. Besides, she loved her new street with its trees and children and dogs and houses filled with friends, or friends she’d meet soon enough. More importantly, she’d finally made it out of her mother’s house in Stoughton. And she had no plans to return.

  “You have Mace, right?” Stan asked.

  Oh, Jesus.

  “I drove through here last night,” he continued, “and the streetlighting sucks. There’s a blind spot about halfway down the block, in front of that yellow house. When you get home, park right here. And carry your keys . . .”

  Maxine tuned him out. At six-foot-two, with a blocky build, Stan had size and strength on his side, but Maxine wasn’t much smaller than her brother. She could take care of herself. She had taken care of herself, in the back of cars, during college, at work, those secrets she packed away and kept from her brother. Stan couldn’t understand those dangers, or that real danger was everywhere, and that parking in a well-lit spot was her baseline. But Maxine was twenty-seven years old, single, and owned her own home as of today. Tonight, August 30, 1997, would be the first night Maxine could do whatever she wanted without having to report her whereabouts to anyone, and she’d do it in an eight-hundred-square-foot walk-up (eighty-seven stairs) with laundry in the basement and on-street parking.

  “I know,” she said, cutting Stan off. “Use keys as a weapon. Shut up and get moving.”

  She balanced a box on her hip. She stopped with one foot on the first stair because she wanted to remember this moment. She wanted it to be hers, and hers alone.

  “Wait up!”

  The moment evaporated.

  Down the street, Nathan hurried toward them. Nate. Her boyfriend, in a way.

  She’d forgotten about him.

  Nate taught chemistry at Boston Latin and lived in Stoughton with his own parents, two blocks from her mother’s house. He was a year older than Maxine. “Facing the big three-o!” he said at least once a day, along with everything it implied. He’d say it at parties, over dinner, while they lay in bed. And he’d wait for Maxine to fill in the excruciating gap that followed. What Nate—Nathan—didn’t understand was that her gap was so different than his.

  Nathan wore Dockers and a beige shirt that matched the color of his face and hair and eyes. Everything about him was beige. He jogged toward them and kissed Maxine on the cheek. “Hey, Max,” he said.

  She hated being called “Max.”

  Maxine had stunned Nathan when she’d told him she’d bought this condo, that she planned to move here on her own. And waiting till two days ago had been cowardly, she admitted. She’d listened to him cry and beg her to stay in Stoughton. Finally, she’d told him to meet her here after she’d finished signing the papers. Because she needed the help moving.

  Soon, Nate would have to go, and not in the temporary way. In a way that hurt, sometimes for months, sometimes forever. Or so Maxine had heard. No one had broken Maxine’s heart; not yet. She almost looked forward to the feeling.

  “Grab a box!” she said, leading the way up the first flight of stairs, through tiered gardens overflowing with perennials, to a porch suspended twenty feet above the sidewalk. A woman let herself out the front door. She had braids cascading down her back, and a bag slung over one shoulder.

  “I’m on the second floor,” she said. “Brandy,” she added. “Like the singer.”

  Maxine introduced herself and Stan and forgot to mention Nathan.

  “She’s on the third floor,” Stan said. “Once you get to know her, she’ll talk your ear off.”

  “Be careful to close this door,” Brandy said. “It doesn’t latch on its own.”

  “We’ll get that fixed,” Stan said.

  Brandy left them on the porch, heading down the stairs to a red
Geo Metro. Later, Maxine promised herself, she’d ask Brandy over for drinks and make sure they became friends. Maybe she’d invite her over to watch Friends with her friend Jennifer on Thursday night. Maybe they’d drink Chardonnay.

  Maxine led the way up the remaining two flights, over orange and brown shag that had to be twenty years old. On the landing outside her apartment, she balanced the box on her knee while fishing out the key.

  “We’ll get that door replaced,” Stan said, tapping the opaque glass on the top pane. “We’ll put in a dead bolt and make an appointment with the alarm company.”

  The door glided open. Inside, the walls were covered in pink and gold wallpaper. The kitchen had yellowed linoleum tiles and chipped Formica counters and a refrigerator that jutted into the center of the room like an afterthought, but all Maxine saw was the promise of gleaming hardwood floors and windows in every wall and stunning views of the Boston skyline. She saw the future.

  “What a dump!” Nathan said.

  He dropped his boxes by the door even though she’d labeled them KITCHEN in thick, black Sharpie, but she forgave him. He’d be gone soon enough.

  “That van won’t unload itself,” she said.

  They spent the next two hours going up and down those stairs till cardboard boxes lined the walls in each room and sweat soaked their T-shirts. When they finished, Maxine ordered pizza using the wall phone and cracked open three bottles of Rolling Rock. Outside, on her front deck, she toasted her new home while the sun set.

  “I’m proud of you,” Stan said.

  “We can spend weekdays here and weekends in Stoughton,” Nathan said. “This’ll make my commute so much easier.”

  “Sure,” Maxine said.

  Stan’s phone rang, one of those cell phones, the ones that had taken over coffee shops, the ones that people yammered on in loud voices. Stan wanted Maxine to get one so that he could “check on her,” but she couldn’t imagine a phone following her wherever she went.

  He took the call inside. Nate lifted his beer and smiled, his mind seeming to churn as he tried to think of something to talk about. “Great place,” he said.

  “Do you go by Nathan or Nate?”

  Shouldn’t Maxine know this? They’d dated off and on for years. Since high school!

  “Either’s fine,” Nathan said. “It’s like you. Maxine or Max. It’s all the same.”

  Stan leaned through the doorway. “Duty calls,” he said. “Over by Ruggles.”

  “The pizza isn’t even here,” Maxine said.

  “I’ll grab something later.”

  She listened as he thundered down the stairs. Out on the street, he waved before driving off in his sedan.

  “Good guy,” Nate said.

  “He’s a pain in the ass,” Maxine said.

  “What should we do now?”

  Nate sat on a pile of cardboard boxes that matched his khakis. He shielded his face from the setting sun as an attempt at the salacious touched his beige eyes. Sometimes, Maxine slept with him because they had nothing better to do. She even considered it now.

  “You should go,” she said, surprising even herself.

  “But . . . the pizza.”

  Nate was nice. Too nice. Maxine was done with nice.

  “And I’m facing the big three-o,” he said.

  “Find someone who wants to face it with you.”

  To his credit, Nathan got angry. His beige face even turned red. “Are you dumping me?”

  Maxine hadn’t dumped anyone before, but she knew to take the blame herself. “It’s not you,” she said. “It’s me.”

  * * *

  When the pizza arrived, Maxine learned that the buzzer to the front door didn’t work, so she trotted all the way down two flights and back up. She dug her clock radio from one of the boxes and turned the station to NPR, but the news was all about a car crash in Paris, endless updates, speculation on who would survive, and it was too sad, too depressing to imagine that beautiful body mangled in a highway tunnel. Maxine turned to WBCN and danced through the apartment.

  Her apartment.

  Fiona Apple felt like a criminal. So did Maxine. And like Fiona, she didn’t mind. So, when the phone rang, she ignored it, assuming it was Nate, ready to beg.

  She was happier than she’d ever been in her entire life. Right now.

  The phone rang again, and when it rang a third time, Maxine checked caller ID. It wasn’t Nathan. It was Jennifer. Jennifer Matson. Maxine’s best friend. She let the call go to voice mail. Tonight wasn’t meant for sharing.

  Maxine had met Jennifer when Maxine’s boss, Tucker Matson, had asked her to the house for a barbecue to meet his family. She’d even brought Nathan with her. Like Maxine, Jennifer was twenty-seven years old, but the two of them had made such different life choices it was hard to believe they were the same age. Maxine still had one foot in adolescence, while Jennifer already had two children, a Newfoundland named Shadow, and, in Tucker, a thirty-seven-year-old husband with money to burn since he owned the art school where Maxine worked as the director of admissions. Jennifer and Tucker lived a few miles away in a Queen Anne-style mansion with a name—Pinebank. It was right on the shore of Jamaica Pond, and its renovation had been recorded all spring on This Old House. Most Thursdays, Jennifer would leave the girls with Tucker and come over so that the two of them could watch Friends and Seinfeld, with Suddenly Susan in between. Jennifer, who had long, straight blond hair, would say, “I’m like Phoebe and you’re like Monica,” even though Jennifer, with her perfect life and perfect family, was nothing at all like any of the characters on Friends.

  Still, it had surprised Maxine when, two years earlier, Jennifer had named her second daughter Rachel.

  Maxine secretly yearned for alone time with Jennifer’s girls, four-year-old Vanessa and two-year-old Rachel. She loved when she drove through the trees to their house, and they greeted her at the front door like children from a Victorian novel. They’d take her hand and lead her to their tiny table with its tiny teapot and cups, where the one choice, the one challenge, was graham crackers or saltines.

  * * *

  Maxine sat on her front porch. Night had settled over the city. The people who’d packed the street during the day had retreated for the evening. A car alarm went off. She checked to be sure it wasn’t her own car, and then settled into her chair. See, she could get used to the city. She could get used to these noises. Once she had more than cardboard boxes as furniture and had covered the bare light bulbs with shades, she could call this place home.

  A voice rose from the street.

  Below, in a circle of light from a street lamp, Brandy danced with a friend before kissing the friend goodbye and heading up the stairs. The sound of her new neighbor’s shoes hitting the floor echoed through the walls. It was good to have someone close. Someone to rely on. Maxine’s body was sore from moving. A good sore. It was Labor Day weekend, so she’d have Monday off to recover.

  Cool air blew through her hair. And the phone rang.

  Jennifer.

  Again.

  TWENTY-FOUR YEARS LATER

  WEDNESDAY, MARCH 31

  HESTER

  Freezing rain splattered the windshield and heat poured from the vents as Hester Thursby’s non-husband, Morgan, tried to parallel park their truck on an industrial street in Jamaica Plain. A week into spring, and winter still had a hold on Boston.

  “Success,” he said, after the third attempt, cutting the engine and leaning across the cab to kiss Hester on the cheek.

  Tonight, he’d tamed his red hair and changed out of the scrubs he wore at the veterinary hospital and into a navy blue suit that fit perfectly, a suit that made its way out of his closet about once a year.

  “Hello, Mrs.,” he said, kissing her again.

  “Yuck! Quit kissing.”

  Hester’s five-year-old niece, Kate, glared at them from the rear cab. These days, the girl seemed to drink in everything and anything that happened around her and didn’t think twice
about voicing her opinions. It was a good quality to have, though sometimes Hester had to remind herself to encourage it. Kate would finish kindergarten in a few months, and Hester knew she’d blink and soon enough the girl would be heading to college. She tried to make every moment with her niece special, even the ones that gave her a glimpse of the teenage years.

  “How’s this?” Morgan asked, kissing Hester with exaggerated smacks. He rolled over the seat and into the back, and kissed Kate, too, who shrieked and shoved him away. “Uncle Morgan, you are disgusting!”

  “Guilty as charged,” Morgan said.

  “And saying no is your prerogative,” Hester said.

  “It is!” Morgan said, having the good sense not to go in for a final smooch.

  “What’s prerogative?” Kate asked.

  “Your privilege. Your right. You’re in control of your body,” Hester said, quickly adding, “except when it comes to eating vegetables.”

  “None of us has a choice when it comes to vegetables,” Morgan said.

  “It’s pouring out,” Hester said. “We’ll have to run between the raindrops.”

  “You can’t run between raindrops,” Kate said.

  “And I can’t fool you with anything these days,” Hester said.

  She opened the door to the truck and leapt to the asphalt below while yanking the hood up on her blue raincoat. When she stepped onto the running board, Kate had already undone her seat belt. “I can do it myself,” the girl said, slipping right past Hester’s outstretched arms and leaping to the ground.

  Yes, you can.

  Morgan dashed to their side, and the three of them hurried through the rain, down Amory Street, toward a long, brick building that took up most of the block. Banners for Prescott University, a local art school, spanned the building’s street face, and lights blared from plate-glass windows. A prominent placard over the entrance read TUCKER MATSON STUDENT CENTER and beside it, their destination, THE MATSON GALLERY.